New Year's Resolutions for 2010
I've done this in the past: made new year's resolutions that I didn't keep. They were too ambitious. I'm going to do smaller ones, that are important, this year. We'll see how this works.
- Keep up with my bills. My credit score has gone down, ironically enough because I took steps to pay my bills on time. I used to pay all my bills a bit late. Not three notices late, but sometimes I'd get a late notice or something to remind me. Okay, not "sometimes" but often. So I Took Steps and put all my regular bills on automatic payment from my bank, so that I wouldn't have to think about them. And it worked. I mean, I didn't think about them. The regular bills were fine, but the non-regular ones started seriously falling by the wayside: doctor's bills and parking tickets especially. And those are the two that really don't mess around. So this year, I'm going to pay bills as they come in. No more letting them collect and putting them out of my mind. I'm sure my credit score will start rising immediately, and in seven years I'll be clear of this completely. Sigh.
- Exercise. Regularly. No benchmarks this time. No amounts or measurements. Just keep exercising. It's when I get ambitious and want to achieve something with the exercise that I get discouraged. Just get. to. the. gym. Doesn't matter when, doesn't matter why, doesn't matter what I do when I get there. Just go. Regularly.
- Finish the damn nobble already. No more fancy processes. No distractions by other projects. Butt in chair. Write. Finish it. This year.
- Get insulin pump by April. April is when my COBRA ends. If I'm gonna do it, I gotta do it by then. Maybe I'm still not committed to it, and if not, then I won't do it. I'm still very ambivalent about getting a pump. But I'll resolve intellectually to do it, and my gut (which is, appropriately, where I'll be carrying the damn thing) will make the decision.
- Be at peace. I know it's a lifelong, ongoing process, but I'm aiming for it now.
That's all. Maybe too ambitious. Maybe not enough. But we'll see what happens.